who knew that this...

{insert little girl scream in "Little Miss Sunshine" after finding our she was accepted into the contest}

is not only one of my favorite scenes from a movie, but also a little bit how I felt after seeing my color pencil story posted on the with a pencil in my pocket website. I was Olive tapping my fingers on the desk just to get through Lea's video to click on my name. You saw a preview of my entry on here, but I hope you will enjoy seeing the stories from the other participants. I can only hope that the next color I receive will inspire an exotic trip to somewhere more than an hour and a half away!


Can't wait!



today, i am world renowned stylist

I have been loving the ability to wear many hats.  Today, I am professional stylist for Casa Bair-Garant.  An ongoing project that allows me to exercise my interior design muscle and spend some quality time with Mom.  Of course, we often pause for cups of coffee in order to watch the birds in their sanctuary in the burbs.  My favorite is in the summertime when thousands (I swear) of hummingbirds stop at each of the 5 feeders set out for them. Although today, the backdrop is very serene with several feet of snow and the only thing humming is the distant sound of a snowblower interrupted by the occasional crash of an icicle melting.


So, our goal is to help mom organize her bookshelves with some items of family history.  Including a few books that Grandpa Grover used to bring home from the paper factory.  People would drop off old books (to be recycled?) and Grover would snap up any interesting ones and bring them home.   As a child, Mom LOVED to play librarian. And with the recent discovery of these books from Grandma's basement, I now know from where my passion for collecting old books with tattered covers derived. 





about me, in one shot

It is more than just a thing you write to describe where you've been and why people should choose you.  Think back to the days when a resume was a crisp, clean ink and paper list, preferably on one piece of paper, that gave a snapshot of why you might be of interest to those who set eyes on it.  Once in those hands, the reader may slip into the role of a deity, one who thinks they have control over your life and can single handedly decide your fate.  The social web has changed all of that.  When seeking jobs after college, I can remember when I thought adding the book I was reading or including my recent music tastes on my resume was completely risque. I certainly would be dismissed if "they" knew I was reading D.H. Lawrence in my spare time (if we were being honest) and listening to Wu Tang on the suggestion of my buddhist neighbor.  In the midst of finding a "real" job, I was also looking for a "real" boyfriend. I had lost and found my heart in Ohio a couple of times, so I had taken some time off to heal the wounds. When I decided to actively look for someone, I started to see the parallels of seeking a job and seeking a mate. I realized we were all using similar tools for both. (eyes wide open, exhaustingly aware of opportunity, hopefully landing an interview or date, romancing the ideal partner or company new hire)
  
I came to realize that although the search was futile at the time, the tools I picked up along the way were absolutely essential. Partners, friends, jobs and opportunities are all serendipitous, and usually happen (yes, as they've always said) when you least expect it.
  
Looking through old ramblings while creating a new "about me" for this blog, I found something I wrote in the "about me" section when I set up my first social networking web account.  (Remember Friendster?)


With this description, I realized I was visualizing myself (also an extremely valuable tool... don't doubt for a second that those olympic gold winners aren't doing that exact same thing on top of the slopes).  Anyone who wanted to join me for the ride was welcome. Although,  more importantly anyone with malicious intent, need not apply.  Six years after writing this for an entirely different venue, I can say I would hire this girl in a heartbeat if she included this in her resume.




i am my short bed head hair in the afternoon, morning, night
i am my tweed zip up jacket bought for 21.99 on  west broadway
i am my black boots with the cuff and brown lining with zipper up the back
i am my half make-upped face in the morning from laziness and the hope that i won’t be frightened when i first glance in the mirror
i am my coffee, french pressed with 1/2 inch of cream at the bottom and a spoonful of raw sugar in a striped mug that reminds me of maxwell house commercials from when i was ten
i am my bus ride to work in london 4 years ago.
i am my bus ride to work in chicago 6 months ago.
i am my walk down broadway to the coffee shop and then reckless records on my days off
i am my sunday brunch at jack and benny’s or whole world or my house
i am my sunday driving down high street with my hand outside the sunroof
i am my licorice tea before bed 
i am my harley riding out west, arms full of tattoos
i am world traveling photographer and subsequent unicef ambassader
i am my music selection while driving
i am my published book
i am my own gallery
i am my vacation home in the south of france
i am my window in the hotel room in l'abbesses  around the corner from sacre coeur
i am my drive to work in the dark every morning
i am my fascination with written correspondence 
i am my illusions and reality all wrapped up in one fine flirtation
-skbg 2004-ish

with a pencil in my pocket

The pencil project has commenced!  The first color to arrive in the mail was Douglas Fir.  


Funny, I didn't realize that the problem wouldn't be WHAT to write, but how to edit what I wrote... I realized it may be fun to have a separate space to share the different stories inspired by the color as well.


So, I kept it simple, honest and relative to a personal story.  Instead of an action inspired by the color (which there could have been many...) it was more of an observation of this historical and abundant tree. I wrote a snapshot of part of the best seven days I experienced this February, which was with my grandmother, Pheba.  We giggled, drank coffee, watched t.v.  We made pot holders and pillows with my new sewing machine that was overwhelmingly amazing to her.  My life and pulse slowed down with hers and I was reminded, or learned for the first time, how important it is to slow down, pay attention and do things by hand.   She even held a needle and a thread in her hand for the first time in years as she showed me how she started quilt pieces back in the day.  My visit inspired her to start working on scraps that her 90 year old sister had given her a few months back.  I will post more about my visit later, but this post is about the pencil project, so...


Here is what I turned in to Lea Redmond as my first of 20 colors:

Hearts in Snow


Billy and I went out of town for a craft show I was in on Valentine's day. We spent the end of last week making valentines for others! We didn't buy each other anything for the romantic holiday and for our valentines day dinner we stopped at a local pizza place in Logan on the way home. But, before we left, we made each other fleeting valentines in our yard.


 




Enjoy the long weekend and cuddle up often with good music!